So this is like my umpteenth blog creation. I guess this one will stick, along with my livejournal since I don't have to pay for domain hostings nor do I have to maintain anything besides the content. So, right, why I'm starting another blog.

I'm turning 31 next week and I think I'm slowly crossing the midpoint gap of adjusting to being adult. Mind you, I said "midpoint gap" which means, I still have tendencies to act like a kid. I guess I'll have to straddle that mindset until I'm ready to give something up to grow up a little more.

So why have I crossed the midpoint? I guess I realize that I'm married now, I live in the city, I own my own house, and I have a steady paying job are some of the points. I also worry about having health care, not having to live paycheck to paycheck and also planning for my "future." And when I say future, I guess I'm just saying I don't wanna cry and file for bankruptcy if something bad happens in my life. What kind of bad things? Well, loss of job, lose of limb, or loss of something else. Robert Kiyosaki, aka Rich Dad/Poor Dad guy, is right, there are only really 2 things that motivate people in this world, fear and greed/desire. I'm trying to rise above that but then again, it is hard to break habits. I guess that's part of growing up.